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18 YEAR OLD CRAZY NARCISSIST DELUSIONAL MEGALOMANIAC. AM I GOING TO GROW UP TO BE A MASS MURDERDER OR PSYCHO?
18 YEAR OLD CRAZY NARCISSIST DELUSIONAL MEGALOMANIAC. AM I GOING TO GROW UP TO BE A MASS MURDERDER OR PSYCHO?
im 18 and the following was said about me
"A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:
1. Has a grandiose sense of self-importance
2. Is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty or ideal love (megalomania)
3. Believes they are "special" and can only be understood by, or should associate with, people (or institutions) who are also "special" or of high status
4. Requires excessive admiration
5. Has a sense of entitlement
6. Is interpersonally exploitative
7. Lacks empathy
8. Is often envious of others or believes others are envious of him or her
9. Shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes"
im starting to see many as truth! except for lack of empathy.
i have this vision as me as the most important human in history, i keep feeling like there IS this "difference" in me, that i just think differently. i mean its nothing like harris or klebold, because its not in a negative way [actually its the opposite, i believe i can save everybody through life extension and make the world better].
but i feel this sepeartion from the world, like im somewhere else, in different rules.
i 've been running everyday for years, and i always have these fantasy/visions of me "rising up", or defeating everybody who laughed at me. my favorite vision is something embarrassing happens or i lose or everybody thinks im some loser or freak or cant win, or ive always been unpopular, and then i surprise everybody by winning big and shocking as an underdog. there is almost a beautiful girl in these visions in the story somehow. these visions have always run parallel to events in ym life, though most have failed.
but now im planning the big one, id like to tell you about my plan.
overall, i am a loser. ive been friendless, i was the freak people though would "bomb the school", a loser, never did ANYTHING with girl, the loser of the losers. ive always said "one day ill be cool."
ive had little spots all over the world, places around town, places on holiday i go everyyear, etc, where i can almost always be the only way who ever goes there, a familiar place to plan and think. im 18 and these practices are MORE THAN a decade old, but its been stronger in the last 2 years, and really in the last 6 months.
so anyway, i wanna b ecome infamous for this trait, this being a loser and freak. the plan is to become the frontman in the best selling greatest hard rock band of all time. im also going to be a billionaire by designing some computer software im working on, and then use my fame/money to kickstart the worldwide transhumanist/life extension revolution movement. i see myself being able to influence elections, and the whole world follows.
so im trying to become an anonymous famous freak, by a viral youtube video, or going on x factor/american idol with disguise ,propose to cheryl cole and being luaghed at nationally, and being a regular tabloid feature, the mysterious fat and ugly "micheal corrison" who keeps making strange apperances at celebrity events, and talks about speicifc girls, (my celebrity loves) and how they will be mine.
at a big huge event with everyone there, ill make some annoucnment via twitter that my band will be making an appearance. through the year we'll have been secret gaining power and skill and somehow gain a spot on the bill as the "mystery band" (say at a festival or grammys or something) that no one knows who. we have our own army of security because we represent all the uncool losers, so we get on and SMASH THROUGH WITH THE GREATEST CONCERT EVERYONE SHOCKING EVERYONE!!
then the superfame i describes starts.
i also want and need a beautiful girl..god what id do for a 19 year old blue eyed angel to just hold and kiss her nose and tell her i love and adore her, a sweet girl like emily browning looked in the "uninvited" i have girl pilllows i hold and pretend are my loves, do it everyday.omg,i want it so bad, a beautiful girl, smooth perfect body, perfect blue eyes, just lay down with her and have her hold me tell me she loves me and maybe eat her out.
ALL THIS makes up 90% of my day....
please....what am i..... do i need help/ am i this narcist? is it possible for my plan to work, even a little?
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Organic and proper daily multivitamin?
This is highly annoying. I did my homework for weeks on all the vitamins and minerals I'd like to take, and so I ordered NSI Synergy once a day vitamins and three weeks into the bottle I see evidence online that they are produced by a corrupt company (who skews ratings of their products) that has them made in China and not only that, they've been tested as being packed full of lead at dangerous levels.
So in the back of my mind I think it's not too much of a dead end because I remember Wellness Resources. So I go to their site and see that all of their one-a-days only contain about 1/10th the appropriate dosage for each ingredient. Depressing.
Can someone recommend me an all-natural, safe, organic, made-in-USA, lake-free, trust-able, reliable, and proper one-a-day multivitamin? I'm trying to squeeze in at least 2,000 IU of Vitamin D, at least 1,000 mg of Vitamin C, 200 mcg of Selenium, at least 5 mg of Lutein, 500 mg of Magnesium, etc. - All that good stuff.
I stumbled upon Life Extension Foundation's mix: http://www.lef.org/Vitamins-Supplements/Item01554/Life-Extension-Mix-Capsules.html
Are the LEF capsules too good to be true? Can anyone recommend something even better or equal? I'm looking to kind of make a list of options, unless LEF's is the answer.
Thanks for your time.
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How do you write a legal brief?
So I have this English class and my group and I have to write a brief for a lawsuit related to cryonics. I honestly don't know how to start one or what it contains. Here's what I have so far.
On behalf of the Johnson family, I, Sam Smith, here by represent them in the case against Alcer Life Extension Foundation for the following reason: failing to comply with a written contact and emotional distress. The following is a summery of the written contract Alcer Life Extension Foundation and the Johnson family agreed on:
Alcer Life Extension Foundation was to maintain the body in perfect conditions starting on January 15, 1961, for forty years until January 15, 2011.
The body would be preserved in a container which is immersed in liquid nitrogen at a temperature of -196°C for long-term care.
After the forty years are up, the Alcer Life Extension Foundation promised to revive the Johnson family's diseased family member
Also with the revival, they would have rid this diseased family member of his terminal disease [AIDS]
The Johnson family agreed to pay Alcer $200,000 for the keeping of the body, plus $300 a year for maintenance and other cryonic testing on said body.
The written contract, made by the Johnson family and the Alcer Life Extension Foundation, was violated by the following ways:
The 40 years have passed and the Johnson family member has not been revived
Alcer Life Extension Foundation failed to maintain the body preserved as was written in the contract.
The body has decayed and is in no condition to be kept in another cryonics lab
As of 2005, the Alcer foundation has made the the Johnson pay $200 more than in the written contact in annual fees because of 'addition developing studies now available'.
The Johnson family is seeking the following in the lawsuit against the Alcer Life Extension Foundation:
For original $200,000 for the maintenance of the body at the Alcer labs
The $300, or $15,000, annual fees for maintenance and other cryonic testing since January 15, 1962
The extra annual fee of $200, or $1,200, as of January 2005 for 'addition developing studies now available'
$30,000 for the emotional distress the Alcer foundation has set upon the Johnson family
$15,000 for funeral charges because the body can no longer be preserved in any other cryonics lab
The Johnson family, in total, is seeking $261,200 from the Alcer Life Extension Foundation for failing to comply with the written contract
This is all fictional and would really appreciate the help. Thanks!!
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Ted Williams and Cryonics
